One Word 2017: Artist

“I believe that each work of art, whether it is a work of great genius or something very small, comes to the artist and says, ” Here I am. Enflesh me. Give birth to me.” And the artist either says, “My soul doth magnify the Lord,” and willingly becomes the bearer of the work, or refuses…” ~Madeleine L’Engle in Walking on Water

In ancient Judaism, Jewish men bound small boxes, called tefillim or phylacteries, to their forehead and their arm. These boxes contained words of the Torah printed on scraps of paper, and they served as a reminder that the words of God should be at the forefront of our minds and the inspiration for the work of our hands.

I chose the word Restore as my touchstone word for 2016, a word I believed was birthed in the heart of God for me, and I carried it with me throughout the year. I wore it strapped to my heart like a tefillin wraps around the forehead or the arm of a devout believer. I wore Restore as a symbol, a beacon to guide me in prayer, in thought, and in action. For most of the year, I wore it with desperation, while so much of what I hoped for was stripped away. A job offer, a book proposal, my confidence as a parent, a friendship, peace of mind, my voice, a sense of hope–all disappeared under the weight of this word.

I thought I held a promise, and instead I clung to a word that brought doubt and defeat. It was a difficult year of waiting and watering seeds that never seemed to grow. And yet, as the year draws to a close, I see restoration taking root. A few opportunities slipped into my open hands. Prayers for my children bore fruit. I wrote words and released them into the world. I discovered points of light guiding me in the darkness.

During this dark, imperceptible work of restoration, a deeper longing began to grow, and it birthed a word to carry with me into 2017. “Artist” is my touchstone for the New Year, the word that will serve as a beacon and symbol–a phylactery bound to my hands and feet and chest. This is a year of becoming, of creating courageous art because creation requires more than imagination, it requires a lionhearted act of courage. It is about consuming art not as a diversion, but as inspiration to create more of my own.

“And the idea of being named for an artist. A person could be reborn on the strength of that.” ~Barbara Kingsolver in Flight Pattern

I have always coveted the name Artist, but I’ve felt embarrassed and ashamed of this desire. Ashamed that I couldn’t claim this name for myself, but rather waited for someone else to give me permission and to name me.

Shame forces us into the shadows, and this year I am stepping out of the shadows and into starlight and sun. I want to live into the fullness of myself as an artist, rather than in the shadows of others’ art. This feels very vulnerable to admit out loud on the internet, but it is a first step towards a reclamation of my name. A first step towards creating courageous art.

I don’t know what this becoming will look like, but I stand ready to embrace imagination and discipline my way towards acts of creation, to step out of the shadows, to drink of the light, and let it pour out like drops feeding the lake of good and true and incarnational art.

“All of writing (and art) is a huge lake. There are great rivers that feed the lake, like Tolstoy and Dostoyevsky. And there are mere trickles, like Jean Rhys. All that matters is feeding the lake.” ~Jean Rhys in the Paris Review


Your word for the year may not relate to art in any way, but I want to encourage you as you enter the new year, to begin looking for ways to bring light into the shadows. Where do you find yourself hiding? What would a courageous next step look like for you in 2017? Once you’ve identified it, write it down and bind it to your heart in some way. Give yourself the name you’ve always longed to hear, feed the lake of your passion, embody courage.


  • It feels appropriate that I just sat down with a cup of tea (and an entire box of Belgian chocolate biscuits) to find that you’d published a post. It’s like we’re having afternoon tea together. : )

    This. This is the vision of a hope-filled YOU buoyed by the renewal of the Holy Spirit and a new year.

    These words inspire me, make me glad, and move me toward happy expectancy as I wait to see what your artist heart creates this year.

    • Thank you, thank you, thank you. You are the dearest.

  • Kelly McNeilly

    Thank you for your vulnerability. My soul connected with your words and was given courage in my own journey.

    • May you be blessed with courage and creativity this year, Kelly!

  • I’m so excited for you— “ARTIST” is such a wonderful word! I know God will give you the courage and wisdom required to pursue your passions. My word for 2017 is “GRACE”, and I’m looking forward to strapping that to my forehead all year long! Stopping by from Hope*Writers 🙂

    • Thanks for stopping by, Laura:) I hope Grace settles over your year with ease.

  • Artist is a great word. I can’t wait to see what you and God do with it together! ( I popped over from Hope*Writers.)

  • Lauren

    Beautiful, Kimberly. Hiding in the shadows is something I can completely relate to. And, I haven’t been following you for very long, but your IG feed is truly one that depicts artist. Your words and your images are inspiring and cause me to think deeper and see the world in a different way. Thank you for using your art. I look forward to seeing how this word, as it remains tethered to you, moves with you throughout this year. Thanks for sharing.

    • Your words are so kind and affirming–thank you, Lauren:)

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